Arrhythmia

Thank you

July 22, 2009

 

Whoever it is up there, who’s watching us down here, possibly watching over me. . .

I just wanna say thank you. Thank you for today and thank you for trying to take my mind off things : )

Sure, it didn’t REALLY work,  the bottomless pit in my tummy has yet to disappear. 

But I appreciate the effort indeed. 

So dear Big Man, if you DO exist. . .

Thanks. For today. 

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Random thought

 

I do think, that if I died in my sleep tonight or tomorrow or anytime soon, I would not regret it.

I can say that I have experienced enough about life, enough joy, enough pain, enough love, enough sorrow, to be able to walk away from here without ever looking back.

They say that when you’re in love with someone and you grow old together, when one of the couple passes away, the other doesn’t take too long to follow in suit.

I wanted that. But now, I’m never going to be able to get it. 

As such, life and death have no more meaning for me. 

If I die, anytime soon, in my early or midlife, know this.

I will not have regretted it.

As should none of you. 

Goodbye.

Just in case. 

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