Arrhythmia

What is love, really?

June 10, 2009

“Someday somebody’s gonna ask you, a question you should say yes to, once in your life,”

So many things make so much more sense now. So many many things.

  1. How he helped out for my 20th birthday.
  2. How he cut that dvd for me and put lots of effort into it. 
  3. How he came over to accompany me whenever I was lonely.
  4. How he called whenever family stuff bugged me.
  5. How he kept calling me at college when I got lonely.
  6. How he volunteered to be back-up for my prom.
  7. How he’s hated everyone of my boyfriends/crushes/love interests until now.
  8. How he did this and did that without so much as expecting anything in return from me.
  9. And how I totally did NOT appreciate any of it. 

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The one thing he ever wanted from me, was to listen to him go on about his family woes. 

Sigh. 

I should learn to be more tolerant. And ignore his taunts about rich jokes.

I still can’t believe it’s happened. After all, it’s Kel. My best bud from all these years of knowing each other

Dear God. . .WHY?

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Both love AND life are four-lettered words. 

 

 

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