Arrhythmia

Funny

April 9, 2009

For some reason this blog is very well read.

And I have no idea why. 

The traffic is immense. Why?

Most of my posts here are set to private. Because those posts are juicy and not meant for public viewing. 

Those posts are my real diary of sorts.

At any rate, here’s what you folks who read there have been missing. . .

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“Words are very unnecessary, they can only do harm,”

After such a long time, I turn on Linkin Park’s remix of Depeche Mode’s age-old-but-gold number, Enjoy The Silence.

I seem to be getting quite a lot of silence.

It’s just one of those days.

One of those rare moments.

When you sit up in bed, with Luthor on the lap, music a-playing.

And then you reflect.

Biggest mistake, reflecting.

I wish I could say the names. But I can’t. This blog has become much too public already.

So there’s a heffalump who scares me by reading every single thing of me. Then there’s a woozle who won’t stop being a bad-ass. Then there’s a tigger? Cuz she’s the only one.

So who am I?

Vinnie the Pooh of course =P I’m round and cuddly enough!

“In the end, everyone ends up alone,”

So maybe I’m just getting a head start.

“Lying on the floor, surround me,”

Sometimes, I just wish, I had someone who’d know what I’m thinking. I’ve only seen that in just one person so far. And that was a road I never wanna go down again.

“Makes me so damn glad that I’d found you,”

Someone that caters to the wishful thinking that is me, that understands the pain I feel when I see so many things that aren’t right. Someone who just knows, who just knows when to do the right things. When to back off, when to lend a shoulder to cry on.

“No room left to move in between you and I,”

It’s just one of those days. Where hormones and loneliness coupled makes for a good night to turn in early.

It just feels right
I could be seeing things
But you look at me
You just see me
I can’t stay hidden
I think I’m smitten

Keys to the puzzle
I never figured out before
How do I let you know
How can I let this show
Somehow you’re here
Or there but everywhere

It’s always been there
It’s never left
Through all this time
This feeling of mine
In this heart of stone
You’re just never gone

                                                                                                               - Ash

 


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